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| I went to go see "End of the Spear" yesterday, and It was good. I have a feeling that they left things out, but never the less the message was still there. It's amaizing what happened. And I'm not going to tell you alot because you have to go see it for yourselvs !
But I cryed, and I laughed... It was good. I can't immagen what the families went though. It would be so hard to forgive, but on top of that go to them and live with them. I need to learn how to forgive like that. I know that I can. But it's NOT easy. Especially when the people that hurt you keep on hurting you over and over again.... I guess just everytime you even think about it, you have to say it in your mind that you forgive them, and that they owe you nothing, and after awhile you will. | | |
| Today is the day before my little brother's 13th birthday...
I can't believe how big he's getting! In a matter of hours he will be 'piercing the outer layer of adolescence, ' (or so he said), and walking head strong into the new world of teenhood! He will begin the traditional search for himself in this big world. Eventually he'll want to conqure it ( but not before I do) with his ambitions for life. James will (hopefully) discover new things such as body cologne, and that it won't burn his skin to wear colors like red.
He will begin the familiar roller coaster of hormones, and discover what it's like to not really know exactly how you feel.......
This day is the day that all pre- teens wait for, for all their lives. And yet when they've finally gotten there it isn't as special as they thought it to be. We, MUCH older teens ( such as myself only being 14 but practially 15, ) try to warn them, "It isn't what it's cracked up to be," but by then their heads are completely in the clouds, dreaming of what is to come, such as, cars, girls ( or boys) ( some of which, most of us are STILL dreaming of), and getting to go to bed past 10.
I <3 YOU JAMES !!!   | | |
| Hey everybody !! wow I havn't posted since last year ! What a long time !
Reflections of 2005 -
Last year I think I grew up alot.
Nothing really big happen until about April. I had won a trip to Florida because of something that I wrote. Well there I met my first boyfriend.
 Because of him I did some stupid things.
But also I got closer to God, and descovered alot of thing about myself. I found God this summer for myself. It wasn't something the I piggie backed off of my parents, but something that I found. An awesome God that is REAL ! That loves me and has a huge plan for my life. Last summer I went on a mission trip, and descovered reality, and aqired a burden for the lost. I may only be 14 but I've found more of myself than most adults last year. | | |
| In memory of David L. Fielding May 30 1967-December 18 2005
 You loved aviation, and it loved you.
And so did we. You were always there for us, thanks. | | |
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